So, remember my big breakdown post a few weeks ago? And how terrified I was of my game ending? Well in about three weeks, it will. And I'm sitting here, crying like a baby, because that game is my best connection to my online friends. I love it, I've worked hard on it, and to see it end, hurts so bad. As pathetic as that may sound. I know it has been slowly dying, but there was part of me that hoped, in time, it would pick up.

Nobody is on today, my mum wants me to go to bingo. Maybe I should. It's either that or stay home and cry.

Stole this idea from Maia

movie/book list for 2008. (obviously, I've decided to do books cos I read more than watch movies)
Rules and Guidelines:

1. Read 100 books or more in 2008.
2. Keep track of how many I read
3. First time books only.
4. Leaving entry public. If you want to recommend any books to me, go for it. (just no Austen or Lord of the rings type thing cos I hate them)


( On to the list )

Awesome MySpace Comments & Myspace Layouts

		I will marry Ed Westwick.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in New York in our fabulous House.
		We will have 4 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue VW Beetle Convertible.
		I will spend my days as a Teacher, and live happily ever after.

I could very well end up wishing I didn't post this, but oh well, I will anyway

Today we have:

Racehel McAdams, Greek, Zac Efron, Brittany Snow, Backstreet Boys, Hayden Pannetierre, Delta Goodrem, Vanessa Hudgens

As always please credit if you use anything. Comments are love

Teasers



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Since everyone knows I'm an HSM fan anyway, I'm gonna say my bit here about those Vanessa Pics: GET OVER IT.

I don't get why older teenagers can't accept that celebrities are human and they do the same kind of things that plenty of other people do. You don't have to like it, or agree with it. But to act like it's some sort of crime of the century and she's suddenly scum of the earth and Immoral is completely pathetic.

The common thing for people to be saying is 'she's a public figure, she should have known better'. But there's the very reason why we shouldn't hold it against her to the extent so many people are. She was young (no that doesn't make it right but at the age people are assuming she was she was probably a bit naive and didn't really think about possible consequences down the line) but she didn't know she would become a public figure to the extent she has. She had NO reason to believe that anyone else would ever see those pictures.

And really that's all there is to it people, she was young, she made a mistake. She's human, we all are and she shouldn't suddenly have every name imaginable thrown at her for making a mistake, because none of us are perfect or without our faults. We've all made mistakes. That's how it is in the real world. And being a celebrity does not make you exempt from living in that world or from human mistakes.


It doesn't mean she wasn't brought up with good morals, that she wasn't brought up to respect people and care about people. It doesn't make her BAD. She's human. End of story. So GET THE HELL OVER IT.

Ok. I'm done.

Ok, just a quick post because it's after 11. I'm the only person awake in my house, my mum was up at 5 for work and my brother went to a friend's house. I was going to go round to my brother's since there's some people in, but i'd have to walk and the weather is horrendous. So i decided to stay home since i have some peach schnapps and a big bottle of lemonade in the house anyway. I'll just have a couple glasses and watch Still Game.

Anyway, my 2006. It has been a rather uneventful yet good year. The biggest thing being that i turned 21. I got great presents but more importantly had a great night out and a really good time. I won't forget it in a hurry, what with the limousine, the champage, really dodgy punch made by my sister in law and karaoke.

2006 is also the year that i finally did something i've wanted to do for years. I visited Prague and as much as i didn't get on so well with my dad, it's such an amazingly beautiful city and it's a trip i don't think i'll ever forget. Hopefully i'll go again some day.

I started my FINAL year as an undergrad at university, i've finalised my dissertation subject and i even started writing it. More important, in mid 2006, i did well in my exams and it has put me on course for a beter degree than i ever contemplated achieving. As long as this year goes alright, i might actually do well.

There's been ups and downs, my brother came home and for a few months my nephew lived down here. I loved having him here, as much trouble as he got into, i know why he was getting into trouble. It hurt when he went back to live with his mum but it was great having him here for a while.

I've been more confident and social this year. I've made more friends at uni. Ok so as you know i think one of my friendships ended this year too, but that has been a good thing. It was time to let go of a friendship that was slowly dying because i'm a different person now. And as Andrew always says, not all friendships aresupposed to last forever. People come in and out of our lives all the time, each person leaving their mark but sometimes you move on.

That's what i want 2007 to be for me, a time of moving on. Actually trying to get a life of my own. Not relying on my more outgoing and confident friend, and just remaining friends with people so that i can say i have friends. I don't want to stand in the shadows anymore, but rather take centre- stage as it were. Y'know, get out there and get my own life. Do my own thing and find my own way, i think that's important.

So yeah, overall its been a good year, i'm not gonna go into every detail of the year, i'd bore you to death. But next year, i hope it's gonna be good. I'll be graduating, that's what it's my main focus is on for now. From there? Who knows. Maybe i'll finally find time to finish that series of short stories, and maybe i might find someone to publish them. It's a New Year right? But it's not here yet, and i can't tell the future. I guess you guys, just like me, will have to wait and see.

Happy New Year!

I've never done my review for any of my fave shows before. I'm going to this time though. LOST season 3 has officially begun and i've actually seen it. So before i go searching for icons, here are my thoughts:

( LOST S3 Ep1 Spoilers )

Ok, so i'm gonna do the final cut tomrrow when i get home from university, but here's the list of who i intend to cut.

Before i list the names though, i want to say that the reason i'm doing this isn't because i don't like any of the people on the list because i do. Some of them have meant a lot to me in my time on here, but we just don't connect anymore. Others aren't very, if at all, active or we've just never spoken in any way.

A lot of what i put in here is venting about family and whatnot and i don't want just anybody reading it. The people i'm keeping are people i have strong friendships on here, that i connect with and that i trust a lot.

However, i just want to tell everybody that i do like each and every one of you, and i'm sorry i have to do this. But it is something i have to do.

( The List )

Ok, i think that's it.

I feel so bad about this because i hate doing cuts but it just feels like the right time to do this.

Ok, i've made the friends cut. I'm leaving this public so those cut can see it. If you've been cut it's because we don't interact, you never comment or we just don't have anything in common anymore.

I write a lot of very provate things in this lj which means that i don't want just anybody reading. More importantly i wasn't keeping up with everyone, and a lot of the people on this list were people whose entries i was skimming past. That may sound horrible of me but it's true.

A few are just old journals so i've cut them, but still have new journals friended :)

Anyway, if your name's on this list, please remove me. My journal is f-locked so you won't be able to read anyway. I'm not trying to be a bitch but i have to be honest with this or i'll give in and re-friend you all.

alison_sky
angelic_minx
neutrals
cathain_magi
crashandburn
omgimissyou
rockerannah
rosebud81
happyflower
shadys_lane
simple_touches
singtothesun
sluggie_
smashing
spikessweetgirl
spuffy_noelle
blushingblaze
wickedsunshine

That's it. The cut is done.

What are the negatives about me?


What are the positives about me?

Please answer this one, i'm really interested!

Ok, i know there are maybe one or two people on here who will wonder or be upset that they have been defriended. Please just know, this is nothing personal. It's simply that we have grown apart, no longer interact or have never really spoken anyway. I needed to do this. So, these are the people who have been cut

_boppo_
_helygen
_krystleklear
skyisfalling
bloodshedbaby
candy_girl82
audiologic
hils
icecoldkitt
karester
illusio_5
outofthe_ash
organicserena
sevvy_o
truthisforever

Again, i'm sorry but this had to be done. And i have to ask that you please remove me from your flists. As you won't be able to read my entries anyway, ths journal is Friends locked.

Made by _jeudi

I want a new banner for my layout. I want to make myself an ally/billy banner but i can't get the screencaps. So until then i want something new.

Anyone wanna make me a nice banner? Completely your choice of show/ship/character etc. AKA: Surprise me, please? I need cheering up. I miss my friends from uni and i won't see them til the end of september :(

The text messaging feature doen't seem to be working for me. I may be doing something wrong. I've tried to fix it so go to this post http://www.livejournal.com/users/_chasingliberty/9200.html and try again and i'll let you know if it works so i can try and sort the problem :)

EDIT: It seems to be working now. I hope it is so TEXT ME

I finally got my pretty new phone fixed. But cos my old fone broke i have no numbers. I have my pretty fone, money in it. And no nubers to text. It's silly, but oh well