So, remember my big breakdown post a few weeks ago? And how terrified I was of my game ending? Well in about three weeks, it will. And I'm sitting here, crying like a baby, because that game is my best connection to my online friends. I love it, I've worked hard on it, and to see it end, hurts so bad. As pathetic as that may sound. I know it has been slowly dying, but there was part of me that hoped, in time, it would pick up.

Nobody is on today, my mum wants me to go to bingo. Maybe I should. It's either that or stay home and cry.